It’s my final day off before I go back to work, so I took some time to finish The Moviegoer by Walker Percy. As with many of the books I have picked up in my books-to-read-in-your-20s challenge, I knew nothing about The Moviegoer or Walker Percy. This book actually won the National Book Award for Fiction.
This book follows a 29-year-old stockbroker named Binx who is living in New Orleans. He is searching for his place in the world, and he tells the reader about that search and how frustrating it is. Other central characters in this novel include Binx’s aunt and cousin, whom he is fond of and “close” to. As close as he can get without yet knowing his own place in the world, at least. Kate, Binx’s cousin, is severely depressed, and Binx is often asked to intervene and try to help pull her out of her episodes.
Binx is very particular and regimented. When describing himself he talks about how organized his wallet is, how he enjoys being a good citizen, and how his armpits never stink. He has a habit of dating his secretaries, and seems to hold most of his relationships at a distance. He loves attending movies, good or bad, and has particular theater employees whom he has developed comradeship with.
I’m 29, so I understand the familial pressures that Binx feels (people asking what you’re doing with your life, asking why you aren’t married, etc.), and it was interesting to see the differences in the way Binx and I live our lives. Ultimately, as Binx turns 30 there are pieces of his life that have come together and other pieces he still isn’t sure of. As 30 continues to loom closer for me, it’s a good reminder that I do not have to have everything aligned – I’ll always be seeking where I fit into the world in some facet.